Thursday, December 14, 2006

surrender

not a white flag
but prepared for more
'cause this surrender's
gonna be a war

letting go of control
letting go of all i know
turning to Him
turning away
from all i've known

not a white flag
but prepared for war
this is the only the beginning
of the war for my heart and soul

standing up for me
standing against the evil
lurking in the darkness
lurking in my soul

not a white flag
but prepared for war
i'm surrendering control
i'm surrendering

1 Comments:

Blogger ann said...

i was taught recently that true surrender is consciously stepping away and letting the Lord reclaim what is His. it's a conscious choice to not be in control, but rather to give Him back what He's already paid for. He didn't just pay for your life, He paid for all of you, every shard.

you are in a ferocious battle - as if you need me to tell you this. the enemy would like nothing more than to take this outlet and turn it against you... this thought stems from the "wtf" post and comments. this is your place in the world to be real, raw, transparent and authentic. i am not discouraged when i read your posts - not even close. i am deeply appreciative of your honesty.

may i encourage you to keep fighting? to keep writing? and every now and again, to stop and rest, safe in the shadow of His wing?

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