fuel

i'm desperate
i need fuel
anything to feed the
overwhelming fire
that is engulfing my soul
images flash faster
faster than i can comprehend
anything to escape
alcohol
drugs
sex
i don't care
addictions need fuel
fuel fuel fuel
i need fuel
i need it now

breathe


deep



slowly

i can do this

i can do this without fuel

but damn i'm running on empty
just this once
it'll get me through
until next time

i can do this

i can do this without fuel

but am i ready
ready to ask beg plead
for fuel from above?