deep

today it sank deep, the realization
that three years isn't really enough
when your world has been transformed
and life has been turned upside down

so i wept
deeply
because i was
broken hearted
tired
scared
uncertain

today it sank deep, the realization
that all i have come to know and believe
the community that i've grown to love
will all be over in just five months
and i don't know what to do with that