soon

dear boys,

soon. soon you will have your daddy back. soon we'll get to interact and play. daddy's learning how to put you first, but i'm not too good at it yet. trains and cars seem so unimportant to me some days, but i know they're one of your favorite parts of the day. i don't want you to grow up in front of the t.v., yet how often do i plop you there? soon. soon life will return to normal - though this is the only life you have known. daddy won't be too busy soon. daddy wants to spend so much more time with you. soon. soon.

love,
daddy