numb
why is my default mode always return to me being
numb
what is it that has made me so desperately desire to be
numb
i'm getting so sick and tired of always wishing i were
numb
and what is it that i even want to escape from
numb
today was a good day full of life and energy
numb
but something nagging clawing in the recesses of my mind
numb
desperately wants for me to be nothing but
numb
why does this underlying current become a tidal wave
numb
Goddamnit i just want it to go away
numb
numb
numb
please make it go away
numb
numb
numb
numb
numb
please make me go away
numb
what is it that has made me so desperately desire to be
numb
i'm getting so sick and tired of always wishing i were
numb
and what is it that i even want to escape from
numb
today was a good day full of life and energy
numb
but something nagging clawing in the recesses of my mind
numb
desperately wants for me to be nothing but
numb
why does this underlying current become a tidal wave
numb
Goddamnit i just want it to go away
numb
numb
numb
please make it go away
numb
numb
numb
numb
numb
please make me go away
posted by Warring Counselor at 1:47 AM
1 Comments:
Hi there, I have just read through some of your blog. I understand how you feel!!!! I have been on the healing path for 7 years. If it wasnt for the divine appointment of God to read The Wounded Heart I wouldnt be in good shape. I still have so long to go. I understand this numbness thing. Im there at the moment. I know it but I carnt help it. I have a broken heart that has had ten tonnes of salt poured into it from my church family. I have been a pioneer discovering an answer to all my struggles. Thank God for Dan Allander's ministry. I will check up on you blog again. Hang in there it will be worth the struggle one day.
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