sweet redemption

words cannot express my thanks
for you held me close
when I was broken and bleeding

you took my darkness
you filled it with light
oh how sweet your love is

words cannot express my thanks
for you held me close
when I was broken and bleeding

shame

lonely
hiding
empty

self-hate
self-injury
self-destruction

no end
no hope
no answer


together
self-care
hope
FREEDOM

falling down

I feel the Earth spinning beneath my feet
How can all of you keep walking without
falling down...

It's spinning too fast I can't stand up
Please help, please catch me, I think I'm
falling down...

No wait, don't go, I'll hit the bottom
Oh God here it comes, I just can't stop
falling down...

20/20

My eyes don't work
I need a new pair
I don't see the world around me
It's supposed to be there

Please help I don't like what I see
I feel all alone, there's nobody here
My eyes don't work
I need a new pair

What's that doc,
My eyes do work?
I want my old pair

no longer

time slows
color greys
light dims
sound fades
i am no longer here

you may see me but
you can't see what i see
you can't see what i'm faced with
i am no longer here

the world falls away beneath my feet
the ground slams into me when I hit
i am no longer here

i am face to face with him
i wish i was no longer here

i wish i was no longer here