numb

why is my default mode always return to me being
numb
what is it that has made me so desperately desire to be
numb
i'm getting so sick and tired of always wishing i were
numb
and what is it that i even want to escape from
numb
today was a good day full of life and energy
numb
but something nagging clawing in the recesses of my mind
numb
desperately wants for me to be nothing but
numb
why does this underlying current become a tidal wave
numb
Goddamnit i just want it to go away
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please make it go away
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numb

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please make me go away