comfort

i take comfort knowing
that you're always here
no matter what i do or say
at the end of the day
you'll be there with me

so thank you for sticking by
as i fumble through my new life
my defenses are down
it scares me to death
and how how i mess it up

i take comfort knowing
that you're always here
no matter what i do or say
at the end of the day
you'll be there with me

soon

dear boys,

soon. soon you will have your daddy back. soon we'll get to interact and play. daddy's learning how to put you first, but i'm not too good at it yet. trains and cars seem so unimportant to me some days, but i know they're one of your favorite parts of the day. i don't want you to grow up in front of the t.v., yet how often do i plop you there? soon. soon life will return to normal - though this is the only life you have known. daddy won't be too busy soon. daddy wants to spend so much more time with you. soon. soon.

love,
daddy